After this he loved a woman in the Valley of Sorek, whose name was Delilah. 5 And the lords of the Philistines came up to her and said to her, “Seduce him, and see where his great strength lies, and by what means we may overpower him, that we may bind him to humble him. And we will each give you 1,100 pieces of silver.”
Dear God, I can’t help but think about all the times I’ve been seduced by worldly desires Like Samson, at times I’ve let confidence in myself be the backbone of my battles instead of You. I’ve pushed aside Your Spirit’s wisdom speaking warning into my mind, and chose willingly to arrogantly rely on my own tactics to win the battle. You are the giver of all good gifts. Any strategies I might consider come from the intellect You have given me. My passion, my boldness, my strength, just like Samson, came from Your design. I was made to worship You and be a tool of Your kingdom, yet I have pursued victory with arrogance and trust in my own power.
I know that the lesson here can be that You will still use me, sloppy and self-serving as I am, for Your greater good, because that’s what You do. You chose to partner with me, knowing my flaws. But Lord, I think the deeper lesson for me is that the enemy is tricky and will beguile me into falling for schemes that cause me harm. If I would take the time to be vigilant and watch for the attack of the enemy, my defense will be stronger. I would rely on You for my salvation, instead of myself.
You want me to use the gifts You have given me, but under Your leadership and authority. When You give me power, it must be for Your Kingdom and not my own. I can’t serve myself and also serve You. That’s Christianity 101. I know that.
So why do I fall short?
I’m so broken, Lord.
Create in me a clean heart, O God
and renew a right spirit within me.
Then maybe we can get some stuff done! I love you, Jesus. Thanks for taking me broken and gluing me back together with Your Spirit. I will walk in Your restoration. Only when I die to myself and my own strength, can we truly win the battle for life that is Your Victory.
And Samson said, “Let me die with the Philistines.” Then he bowed with all his strength, and the house fell upon the lords and upon all the people who were in it. So the dead whom he killed at his death were more than those whom he had killed during his life.
Samson did so much for You God. He judged Israel for twenty years. But He didn’t truly have victory until He’d experienced the truth of his power: that all his power was from God and not from himself. He had to die to himself and live for Your Victory, knowing that only His death could bring victory.
But we have this treasure in jars of clay, to show that the surpassing power belongs to God and not to us.
2 Corinthians 4:7
Jesus said it best:
24 Then Jesus told his disciples, “If anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross and follow me. 25 For whoever would save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it. 26 For what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world and forfeits his soul? Or what shall a man give in return for his soul?