“They confronted me in the day of my calamity, but YAHWEH was my support.”
Lord, I feel kicked when I’m down a lot. My troubles seem to stand up and mock me every time I turn around. And no sooner than I overcome one obstacle, another rises up to take its place: bigger and stronger and crueler than the last. But You truly are my only support. You alone are my rock and my fortress. You alone are my salvation.
I love you, O Lord, my strength.
2 The Lord is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer,
my God, my rock, in whom I take refuge,
my shield, and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.
3 I call upon the Lord, who is worthy to be praised,
and I am saved from my enemies.
Thank you, God, that when I am beaten, you lift up my head. You comfort me and strengthen me. This battle training builds me up for the war to come. The armies of Satan are an endless stream of terror and rage, but You truly are my strong tower.
The battles will come. I will grow weary. I will get caught up in fear. I will have moments when I believe every lie the enemy hurls at me. But You, YAHWEH, You are my shield in spite of my weakness.
The cords of death encompassed me;
the torrents of destruction assailed me;
5 the cords of Sheol entangled me;
the snares of death confronted me.
I’m tethered to this world and the evil that rules it. I’m tethered by its brokenness and my own. I walk in the mire. I get tired. I get scared. I get overwhelmed. But You are always present. You are always there. You hear me. You answer me. No matter what sin ensnares me, You will save me!
In my distress I called upon the Lord;
to my God I cried for help.
From his temple he heard my voice,
and my cry to him reached his ears.
I know you are training me for what is to come, Holy Father. You train and refine me. You make me stronger and stronger. All I can do is stand and wait and watch and learn. All I can do is trust You and what You will do.
He trains my hands for war,
so that my arms can bend a bow of bronze.
Who can bend back a bow of bronze but YOU? I will trust in Your strength and not my own.
“For You equipped me with strength for the battle;”