Not one word of all the good promises that the Lord had made to the house of Israel had failed; all came to pass.
Joshua 21:45
Lord, You are faithful with Your promises. The written accounts of Your faithfulness are vast. You describe Yourself as faithful and true. You have been faithful to me and to the promises You have made me. So, why do I always doubt? Why do I fall so short of trusting You? I look around and it seems that everyone who knows You counts on Your faithfulness. Do they question it in their hearts the way I do?
Why do we doubt You?
I know it is the enemy sowing his seeds of doubt. I know he is trying to knock me out of Your lap. But You have a firm hold, Lord. You won’t let me fall. You are faithful. I recall Your faithfulness and my heart is made light. I get reminded of Your goodness. I remember Your work in my life: how You saved me from sin and death, how You walked with me and gave me strength, how You put courage and faith in me and held me up.
Why do I doubt You?
You have brought me back from death so many times. When I repent, You hear me. You have turned my failings into blessings. You forgive me and love me and walk with me. You know everything about me. You made me. And still You love me. Still You see me. Still You forgive me.
Why do I doubt You?
Hold me up with Your righteous right hand. Create in me a clean heart. Prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. Make my paths straight. Guide me in the paths of righteousness for Your namesake. Be my strength and my shield. Be my fortress, my shelter, my comfort, my defender. Be my everything.
Don’t let me doubt you.
Lord, You are faithful. You are good. And Your love and forgiveness never need to be doubted. Yet over and over again You prove Yourself to me. When I doubt, You don’t condemn, You encourage. When I feel dead, you show me life afresh. When I doubt, You provide faith. Build my faith fresh today. Fill me with Your power, Precious Lord. Let me feel Your Presence and be reminded of Your faithfulness.
Lord, You are faithful.