God, I don’t even know what to say sometimes.  I don’t know how I feel. Or what I want or need.  I trust You but I’m afraid. There is so much going on all around me.  I feel alone at times. Dark and lost. But in you there is no darkness.  You are light. You see it all and you still love me.

Help me to feel your love.  Help me to trust you. Help me to know that you care and that you are there for me all the time.

Help me not be so hard on myself.  

Help me.